Brent Thinks I'm Zoning Out and Soon I Will Get to See Lauren in Utah

I was looking over the last few entries in this blog. They have been filled with thoughts about Brent and Nate and Meg--the three people with whom I have the most interaction right now. I talk to Lauren every other day or so. Nathan has now decided that he needs to check up on how La is doing, too. I don't know if it is something that she notices--something that helps--or just another thing to manage as she works her way from sun up past sun down every day.

I haven't been taking pictures of things around me lately. No news of the rabbits or the lizards or the cat. The only thing that I really notice is that time slips through my fingers every day as easily as money does. Cool bugs and spiders, butterflies and caterpillars--where I once would have had Nathan or Brent "Stop! Hold still! Let me get my camera! I NEED a picture of this!" I now notice the creature and then go on with my world. There are so many incredible bits around me--I just don't have the energy lately to document their existence and preserve it in my own record.

Time for bed. I miss Meg and La and Nathan all being here. The house is much emptier than I would have thought it could be